The Deeper Sleeper Awakes

I am at a creative stand-still in my soul. I have so much spiritual energy but physically, I've never felt this exhausted before. Still... I'm feeling closer to God and stronger in my faith in this season, now, more then ever. Paul's message on prayer and really reading my bible more, lately, well... it's no coincidence! I seem to get these energy "surges" really late, so I try turning off the world and using this precious time to tune into God: reading, praying, writing...just thinking.

Ahhh, yes...thinking. Stirring the soul when restless can be a precarious pastime creating dilemmas that previously didn't exist. The hazards that arise when the soul is given ample time to reflect and digest life from it's VERY subjective point of view doesn't bring perspective into clarity and visions often become distorted or blurry. But when the narcolypsy wakes me, I must seize these opportunities to arise and enjoy being awake... (it is how I know I am alive, for one thing!) I think I must be more clever, however, in what I choose to think upon and what I will ignore!

I detest being tired all the time...it's exhausting. Though, I continue to be grateful for the "too many" thoughts that battle to find their own way out from within my soul. I resist sleep until the last possible moment, hating the deep sleep that always follows...praying that I'll be able to arise at least one more time! It's amazing that I have so much to say about nothing. and despite these irrelevant ideas and thoughts...well... they're all just dying to get out! Even now, the deep sleeper begins once more to fade and what a shame... since it's only 3 o'clock in the afternoon! And that's todays "Blog About Nothing"! Peace -

SAG